Love Starved

I can't receive my husband with the mentality that I'm love starved because then I will make him the solution to my need for love instead of God ... and then I will get caught up in the desperation-compromise-manipulation cycle all over again (see previous post) instead of allowing him and I the freedom just to be ourselves. Being ourselves should always be enough because there should be no expectations placed on us from each other to provide something we may or may not have.

I need to believe that God's love is sufficient for me. I need to know that God's everything is sufficient for me, and that I do not have to go outside of that relationship for any of my needs to be met.

I want the relationship with my husband to be based on choosing to love him, regardless of what I get in return. I'll be choosing him, and he'll be choosing me, and that love will be independent from changing circumstances and situations. I want to always go to my husband whole; not because out of my own power and strength I have everything I need but rather that I will go to God always to complete me before I go to my husband.

I break agreement with the belief that I am loved starved or lacking things that only a romantic relationship can fill. I break agreement with the lie that Papa God is not enough and that He will not provide for me EVERYTHING that I need. I pray for fresh revelation of how complete His provision is for me. I break all agreement with poverty mentality. You are enough for me, God. You are everything I need.