Be Faithful

I have been seeking acceptance from the opposite sex for as long as I can remember having raging hormones (so lets say 12 or 13?). I felt as though the only way I could prove to others that I was worth loving was if I was in a relationship. (OBVIOUSLY I have something to offer otherwise I wouldn't have a boyfriend, right?! hah ya ok then) I've had more boyfriends than I can count on my hands and feet, and many of them I compromised my values for; offering myself sexually to get that sense of belonging and security that I had never really had because of things that happened in my childhood. I traded sex-related things for snuggles, because I felt like that was the only way I could convince others to love me, even if it was just for a night... what lies! Christmases have often been hard for me because my family is so dysfunctional, and this past Christmas has been no exception. It was a little different this time though because I was born again in 2010 at a conference that my [n...

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed.   - Psalm 34:18 You are so good to me Lord. No one is as amazing as You; You are an awesome God. A perfect Father. I will follow You in faith; trust You whole-heartedly. I trust that no decisions I make will be "wrong" because You have my back forever and always.   I am successful because I am Your daughter. Lead me Lord. I will follow in "blind" faith because You are my Daddy and You will never let me fall. Ignite my passion and help me step into my greatness. I will not live in fear any longer. I am never alone; You are always by my side. 'Cause Your name is above all names,  And Your crown is above all crowns. We give you, we give you glory. I wait on you Lord, and there is freedom in Your presence. You take my burdens and lift them away. You believe in me; You delight in me. I am your princess. I am Yours . Your love never fails :) You only want what is best for ...