Be Faithful

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed.   - Psalm 34:18 You are so good to me Lord. No one is as amazing as You; You are an awesome God. A perfect Father. I will follow You in faith; trust You whole-heartedly. I trust that no decisions I make will be "wrong" because You have my back forever and always.   I am successful because I am Your daughter. Lead me Lord. I will follow in "blind" faith because You are my Daddy and You will never let me fall. Ignite my passion and help me step into my greatness. I will not live in fear any longer. I am never alone; You are always by my side. 'Cause Your name is above all names,  And Your crown is above all crowns. We give you, we give you glory. I wait on you Lord, and there is freedom in Your presence. You take my burdens and lift them away. You believe in me; You delight in me. I am your princess. I am Yours . Your love never fails :) You only want what is best for ...

I was born into a Lutheran church where it's all about traditions and rituals and begging God for mercy. I had never had a positive perception of God and the enemy filled me with self loathing, shame and misery. He took advantage of my adolescent years and convinced me that God was the problem not the solution. I've spent the better part of the last 10 years being lost and hopeless like those people who invest all their hearts into others who will inevitably let them down because that's what people do.. we are not strong enough to support ourselves in times of need let alone others. Only with God's help. Point is, it wasn't until a couple years ago that I started letting down my defenses and realizing that no matter what I did I wasn't happy. I was sleeping around trying to find someone who would love me. Someone who would validate my existence and tell me I'm beautiful. There was a huge hole in my heart and I couldn't get any peace. I developed a soci...